Firs few days of school... I dread them every year...
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Firs few days of school... I dread them every year... So my first day of school is Sept 3. I am dreading this first week. Every year all the teachers make us do that f-ing "Hi my name is ____ and I like ____". I *hate it*. My anxiety is so high thinking about it. Its just, I can't say my name with out stuttering. Its so embarrassing. I start to turn red and my anxiety cranks up and then I stutter worse. Everyone is looking at me and I just want to die and I try so hard not to cry because I'm so embarrassed by the time its all over. What's worse is that sometimes there's those kids; usually those dumb ass boys who snicker about it and it makes me feel so much worse. I just don't know what to do. I don't want to go "Hi, I'm umm, umm, uhhh, um sioux4 and I like ____". (erm... I can't get the bold & italics part to go away... the only thing that should be bold and italic is the "hate" part.) Its fucking embarrassing and I'm always the only in my classes. Does anybody else deal with this? Any advice?