I go thru times where I do it in excess. But yeah I’ll view it twice or more a week. I started going to clubs as well every now and then. Not somewhere I ever thought I’d be but I’m here and it’s not so bad. The worst is relying on someone or accomplishments to feel worthy as a person. I always felt like my goal was to be a husband and blah blah and so I always put others opinions very high for potentials mates and after years of being weird or ugly or whatever they deemed unlovable I’m good on it. Porn and stuff helps but that will make you depressed too