Ha, I love that determination! And I hear ya. I read a quote the other day (don't remember where) saying something like "You probably wouldn't stutter if you didn't know you had a stutter" and that just hit home. Most of the time I stutter because if know I have before on that particular word or phrase. I almost never fear failure as that is how I grow as a person but this is the one thing I just can't help myself from fearing.