Hang in there man. You will find people who will wait, and who won't see you for your speaking performance but for the content of your words. Stick with those people, they are your closest friends. As far as everyone else goes, you just gotta let the tough moments roll off you. I find that the less I let my stuttering bother me, the less it bothers those listening to me. Acceptance of the disorder is huge, because at that point, when your stuttering no longer controls your behavior, it's no longer a disorder. If you ever wanna chat, hit me up.