Where do you live? My son is Pakistani 14 male with a stutter! He owns his stuttering and doesn’t give a hoot about what people think. You should focus on your studies. Communication is very important. It’s nice to have friends you can talk to about anything without being judge and I promise you that you will find those friends. It took my son years to find likeminded non judgmental friends. He may just only have a handful of those but he is fine and content. My son is an exceptionally smart student who focused on his studies and aims to become a doctor. Sometimes it’s best to shut down the outside noise and focus on achieving your goals. Play a few hours of video games, spend time with your family, go to gym. You will find a few good friends specially at 14 when most kids are getting serious about studies. You were popular once before and you will be again. Give yourself time. Don’t lose focus of your goals in life. So many of us wish we can go back in time. You can DM me if you are in the U.S. I can connect you with my son.