Yes, I have become somewhat lazy in trying to hide the stutter. Every single social interaction I have is awkward so I have sort of given up trying to control it. I block HARD, shooting out my words like a sniper, I also ramble and become so stressed out that my sentences don't make much sense even if I manage to get something out. I repat words I have already said, which probably makes me look and sound incredibly anxiety driven. All the bad social encounters build up and becomes "heavier" each time I am subjected to ridicule myself.