Honestly bro sounds like you need to hang out with better people. Don't associate with anyone that doesn't give you basic respect, or honestly even those who are cool with people who don't give you basic respect. I'm 22m and have had two relationships, both since turning 20. You honestly don't really even need to pursue in person anymore. My first relationship, it was someone from a club and I asked them out over discord lol. My current relationship we met through mutual friends and she pursued me. We probably have it better than any generation before us to be dating with a stutter. Playing field is much more even for many reasons. Side note, definitely focus on accepting yourself as a PWS and being comfortable socializing despite it, and it will make things a lot easier across the board