The same here. My typical party schema was to get drunk as fast as possible and try to be socially desired. It was a pattern during my 20's. Indeed, I was stammering almost unnoticeable when being drunk, but on the other side I was saying things that I would not say being sober, usually there were things that were making me weak, destroying my inner me. Next day, on hangover I felt totally torn. In the effect I really fucked up my health, my liver was really harmed, and I was not liked more by my mates. There was one revelation, that really changed my social life, no one ever told my that before: I don't have to be liked by everyone, that trying so hard to be liked just made everything worse. I focused on my current relations and just living my life, without being hassled by personas that doesn't have patience to wait for me when I was stammering.