Suttering is a blessing in disguise. Trust me..i know exactly what you are going through. But the more you try to fight and "hate" it, the more it perpetuates and backfires on you. What i came to realize is that this impediment is precisely what propelled to become the absolute ideal version of myself, that i would never have achieved without the inferiority complex. And gradually, i am seeing the stuttering diminishing and even become unnoticable, the nearer i am to ideal-self. Everyone's imperfect, some people have diabetes, some inherit dyslexia, some are short some lose their parents. Stuttering is the least problem in a vast global context.