I can empathize 100%, that being said, I desperately want to be social, I love socializing and connecting with people. You seem to have no desire to do so. Maybe this is just a phase or maybe, you have some qualms with social interaction and have convinced yourself you just don't want to do it. Either way, talking to someone can always help. It doesn't have to be a shrink, but someone you trust. Best of luck to you man.