Hello, thank you for your post. I have been struggling with stuttering since I started to talk, but the real struggle came when I hit puberty. I am 17 now. My life sucks, I dont blame my speech to be the root of all my suffering, the cause of my shitty life, I am responsible for it, for myself and my life. The truth is my inability to deal with it is the reason why. I honestly dont know what to do. No one could even imagine that sth like this can make u feel so terrible, depressed, wanting to die.