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This life shit is getting too real I am 20 and have had a stutter for about 10 years. It has gotten slowly worse and I have a block stutter which makes it hard to even pronounce words. I have had a few jobs but have never had a girlfriend let alone a date. Everybody around me is starting to get real world jobs and I sometimes wonder what am I going to do. This stutter has prevented me from doing everything I want to do and becoming the person I want to be. I am at a happy medium now where I am still young and have potential, but what will happen when I turn 30? Im not suicidal or anything but I sometimes think I would be better off if I died. Better for my family and friends to remember me how I am now like that then as failure who was never able to do anything with his life. (Honestly just venting I had to get it off my chest)