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I don’t know what to do When I was very young, my brother would scare me numerous amounts of times— actually more like anytime the opportunity was given. It lead me to believe that when he scared me, I first started stuttering because the two second horror-like experience scared the words out of me. My early teenage years I stopped. Now I’m 18 and I stutter a lot. It’s not like anything crazy however sometimes I can’t get the word out so I just try altering to different transition words just to avoid being embarrassed. Today I went to my campus to see the guidance counselor and afterwards I asked the man at the front desk if he can make a copy of my papers for me. Let me rephrase that actually....”If if if if if if if if you can m-make a copy for me.” I couldn’t believe myself. I was in awe when I sat down waiting for the copy. What the hell can I do to fix this? I mean I’m not insecure but I am not the most confident person. I literally know almost all the answers in class but I avoid answering because I’m afraid. I am afraid. I am fucking afraid of embarrassment.