Same I'm a arab/Jamaican male 22 in nyc who stutters with mostly the same problems. I had therapy in school but that didn't seem to help as much and still now have the same anxiety / speech problems. It really stunned my actions to chase mt dreams or make much any progress in the work/ school life. It's sad there's no true help other than going through the embarrassing moments enough to control it. Feels like a life long disability you have to tame. But I'm trying to overcome this fear and speech resistance in my head by tackling it head on. I recently found out about the stuttering Reddit community and it honestly pains me some ppl have a worst stutter than me in a world that's surrounded by communicating. Gonna be a slow painful ride to control this stutter but at least it will be worth it in the end even with the embarrassing moments.