You make some very good points here. I agree completely with all of your points in the first paragraph, I have found that people with communication issues are generally very thoughtful people. When I was younger I had the same genius mentality, and I am above average intelligence I was able to finish my Comp Sci degree with 85% overall which was one of the highest that year. However I also attribute that to the fact, other students spend time going out getting drunk socialising ect... where as I spent most days reading the books the professors recommend which hardly anyone actually does lol. ​ I understand that there are a lot of people in the world, who have it much worse. I totally understand that, and I agree that changing my perception is the most important thing I can do to improve my situation. Its difficult because when I was at University I did have a very good perception of my life I really was content studying and the general university lifestyle. However when I started working, that positive perception quickly turned back to the suicidal depressive perception of the world that I had when I was younger. ​ I saw your discord idea, I would definitely talk on discord with some of you guys. (I dont have a mic right now but I will buy one) ​ ​