Dude I’m a senior in hs as well. And I totally agree with you… this community is fucking retarded. I’m also going through the same shit. I’m not one of these dumbasses in this community who thinks shit is sunshine and rainbows, and is gonna encourage you to just be yourself and go for it. That’s stupid as fuck. I’ve been super depressed recently because shit is really building up for me now that I’m almost 18 and graduating soon. I’m a senior and I still haven’t gotten a job, I’m going to community college, and I can barely make friends because I can’t have long conversations with anybody. I feel like I’m a loser against my will. The worst part about it all is that very few people know that I have a stutter. I’m really good at hiding it. My parents, my school speech pathologist, my teachers, my siblings, and all the people who have gotten the glorious opportunity of witnessing me stutter my ass off in school are the only people who know I stutter. And my entire family has no idea of the severity of it and how much it fucks with me mentally. I doubt you care at all about any of this shit that I’m saying, but I just wanted to share that I am going through it as well.