Please do not do that. There is so much to do in this life, and it is the only one we get. It may seem hard, but you are strong. If you are in the US, please call 1-800-273-8255. This is the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. They will listen and help. If you are not, please use the [IASP](https://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/) to find someone to talk to.