I appreciate your vulnerability and openness to criticism. What I can assure you is that the right man will love, respect, and honour you. You can be yourself with him, and you'll eventually find him — you've just got to be patient. I'm aware of many people in relationships who have a stutter, and their partners embrace them for all that they are. Having a stutter doesn't define you, nor does it deprive you of social interactions. You need to embrace your stutter and confidently let people know you have one, so they'll understand you'll take a little longer to say what you want. That confidence will give you momentum that will flow into every facet of your life. You've got this! The more you practice letting people know that you stutter, the easier it will be to communicate with others.