I just turned 25 and still haven't had a job. I'm very behind in college because I dropped a lot of classes due to my inability to cope with presentations, and now I'm shying away from the first co-op work term (still have two additional chances but still). Stuttering brings me different emotions all the time. Some times I just feel extremely angry, other times I really want to off myself, and then some days I feel sort of fine. This can't be good for me mentally because I'm starting to feel the toll.