Yeah there is a big difference between someone who stutters bc they are nervous vs us who stutters because we are wired this way. The only guest i have is my environment has a child with violence and the speech therapist suggested it was probably due to that when i was 5yo now how can i get rid of that idk… In your case i wish you can overcome your trauma and find happiness with someone who will accept you regardless of your stuttering cause well it’s not everyone who is empathetic and understanding.