what's your opinion on this?

what's your opinion on this? i stutter a lot on the letter R, mostly get blocked and can't say the word. keeping that in mind, people who are born with lisps can't say certain words properly either, but they don't stutter. what if i was born meant to lisp, but i never accepted it, and i always tried hard to talk normally and now i stutter when trying to say my Rs properly instead of saying my R's loosely (how i would with some sort of lisp)