I've been stoned for 20 years, lightly. It used to be an impossible expense but now it's an affordable self medicating solution. Coffee, green, sertraline and environmental control (live on my own, enjoy solace mostly, speak when I need to and I stopped shaming myself for preferring a private simple drama free life. Lightly. That's the key. I find coffee helps walk the tightrope with productivity and as long as you stick to trim it's no more expensive than coffee.