Ah man i feel you mate, although im only 22 years old, i actually try to avoid listen to recordings of my own voice because i know i fucking hate it. Same as you ive really come to terms with it, dont bother me THAT much. Been thinking about joining that macguire thing, heard its one of the best courses, even if its shit expencive and the 4 days is pretty intense. Good luck in your quest for smooth talking man.