(Continued)!!! Tomorrow I have an important final thesis....
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(Continued)!!! Tomorrow I have an important final thesis.... Due to my master thesis seminar I was not prepared for any of today except my thesis presentation, and sometimes life wants to test your extra, like little more extra. For background I have done some mistakes to quantify what is good or bad in recently. Like in my library some, dude or girl were intimate and the place where I sit all of CCTV feed moniter is there and I can clearly see wha they are doin. And out of no where I recored the scene on monitor N uploaded in a very private group and some how it leaked and some other guy posted it on instagram. And a fight break in to find the person and days passed after and every thing cooled off thill now. But now today only i got call on library and they called me. Meet uni librarian now or there will be concequences. I have prepared my self to talk about sitution and i lost here and I have gone there with all kinds of explanation and he just said u were wrong and I trying to help you here. I dont want your future will be destoryed. Tried to console me, and asked which date I have made the vdo and other details, to protect me and manupulate feeds so I cant be visible anywhere in CCTV and some how I couldn't say anything properly and now there will be a committee which I have face on monday, and all of this is happening till 2PM . I havnt eaten anything till morning and I m just stressed for presention smoking my anxiousness. Last night some where i looked for tablets for anti seizures and bought it in morning to be extra proof of seminar. And I have used that tablet its not that bad. I have defended myself orally but it was not stammer proof. It gives you courage to stammer openly to an extent. I have been thrown as many questions as it could be and they dont even had a complete look on ppt. If u stammer, you live in others mercy is it like that. I have known every thing but still cant say that and plus what i ever I say they always contradict. And all an all I got repeat. And I just thought I ll chill for the night. Now to some local clg goons started looking for me as news is fire again who made the vdo. To beat me and all sort of, by chance life need to give every poisiones arrow today only, now was facing his invalid talks to just brain fuck me. People may think I am correct, but no one can do these things in library but our laws are soo feministic, if she complaints I made a false vdo of her and I uploaded it and I cant prove my self right as it a crime but I guess none have intention to misuse it also there is no proper clarity of person who are in vdo. My point is my life is breaking apart I dont know what will happen next. Whatever bad I think happens and today I felt the need to cure stuttering, just to tackle these stress and anxiety. Also I am not taking that pill anymore. PEACE