I'll just be honest, reading your post made me fucking angry. I just fucking hate parents who just want to 'cure' their kids' disabilities but have no interest in actually helping them cope with their disabilities. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Anyway, my parents are also religious muslims so I can kinda relate to how you feel. Luckily they're not as close minded (only to a certain extent though) and I'm already in college so at least they listen to me. I'd recommend being more assertive when talking to your mom, or find someone to talk to her for you. Your dad, perhaps?