The reason 70% of stutterers have suicidal ideation is because stuttering is the only disability that is not treated as disability, You and me are a bunch of nobodies that hold no influence. That stat was true before we were even born and will be the same after we die, There is something really special stuttering that make others bully and not take seriously compared to other disabilities. That is why I feel bad for you. I know you are trying to cope but hurting every single person in this community is not a good way to cope. If you actually found a way to cure severe stuttering you would be a millionaire since no other person in history managed to do it. But you are not a millionaire are you? You are just a random redditor spreading toxic positivity. I wish you peace and hope you stop hurting this community.