I honestly really wish I could think like this and just be positive all the time. No matter how hard I try, I cannot link a single positive experience in my life to my stutter, but the majority of all negative memories and experiences I've had can all lead back to me having a stutter. It gets to a point. I'm not even feeling bad for myself. I just don't see the point in trying to do something that I don't get any enjoyment out of and I've never seen any improvement