Drugs and relationships

Drugs and relationships I’m sure a lot of u can agree with me alcohol and benzos such as Xanax help with stuttering even stimulants do no not do drugs to cope it’s dealing with a smaller problem with a big one working sucks you’re looked at as not as good as ur co workers even tho we are better ik we are stutterers have to show there work with work not subpar work smoothed over by speech and every relationship I’ve ever had was ruined due to my speech when u stutter saying intimate things it just Dosent sound genuine to normal people ik it’s not them they say they accept but a part of me always thinks do they really then I’m just not myself cuz I’m trying to hide my stutter they don’t like it and leave me rinse and repeat anyone relate ?