Yes, I'd definitely prefer not to be born but that's also because of my philosophy. Even when I'm actually happy with life, logically I still think not being born would be better. I don't want to die now, I just want the pain to stop :/ Also, tbf stuttering isn't my main issue. It for sure caused me many problems but even if my stutter has disappeared right now, it wouldn't erase everything I've been through. Life would just be a bit easier but it wouldn't cure my other mental issues.