The thing is, I know 4 languages now. 5 yrs ago I came to Jp, took A HUGE CHALLENGE (because of the speech), and of course this path has been far from easy because of my speech. I was like a fish trying to climb a tree. Lost friends. But hey I guess we gotta be extra strong. Jp is somehow like my native language(as far as my speaking ability goes). Surprisingly, I always could manage Eng and Ru far better. Now I got this tonsil regrown. And the surgery is expensive here. It's been an extra hurdle, you know. Now I gotta wait till I can even afford to remove it. Been two years. Moving is costly and wisdom comes late.