I remember it being so much harder when I was young. Man some days I just fucking hated everything because of my stutter. I quit a job once because I couldn't call in sick because saying my name over the phone back then just didn't happen... I'll be 40 next month and get this, im in a public speaking class in college lmao I got a 47/50 on my first speech. Just casually doing things I used to think was impossible. Im just trying to tell you, it gets better. I know how you feel and I know how hard it is. Keep going, keep your chin up. You still have the opportunity to learn so much about yourself, what matters and what doesn't. You're going to be okay