Thought about stuttering and having conversations with people

Thought about stuttering and having conversations with people I noticed that sometimes my friends talk to others and not to me. Sometimes they look at me but I often felt ignored and lonely. I asked my dad about this and he said that maybe they don’t really talk to ME because they don’t wanna put me on the spot. Makes sense, since my stutter gets worse when I’m put on the spot. It’s nice of them, and I understand. Small talk helps me get through. And hopefully deep convos will come soon. I am feeling hopeful. I am not exactly a social butterfly, so it will take time :)