Early 20s with severe stutter – what helps you keep going?

Early 20s with severe stutter – what helps you keep going? Hi everyone, I’m in my early 20s and I stutter severely. I’ve been rejected four times from the military, two from the police, and recently from a purely physical job — all because of my speech. I’ve been without work for years, and social life is very limited. I wanted to know what your reasons are that make you continue? For me, ( for now ) reading fantasy books, walking in nature, Nature. Your turn, what helps you keep going?