Confused, chance to change my whole life but ..
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Confused, chance to change my whole life but .. Hello guys, Im having a very intense stuttering and thats ruinning my life in many parts, i"ve lost any respect for myself. When im facing anything, i've always the feeling of being powerless and incompetent but my friends and my classmates always tell me im smart but way too negative for my own good. Im 23 yo and im studying computer engineering, im from North Africa (Tunisia to be exact). My family want to send me to Paris, my cousin live there and he is a telecommunication engineers. He told me that he would be glad to help me to settle and to find a job espacially he is very well appreciated in his company. But all these would be really good if i was not a sutter, im very confused and i dont know what to do. Im having enormous issues in my own country, so i dont even imagine what will happen to me in France.. or maybe living in civilized country will help me to fight my stammering. Among all this, i dont even think im enough competent to be hired espacially in France, the destination of many " brains ". Passing the job interview will be very hard due to my handicap .. In the other hand, i will finish my education the next year, so i have 2 years to improve my level in developement. I've passed too much time complaining about my miserable life and escaping real life by playing video games. PS1 : I use my gsm to communicate PS2 : I've done a blank year the last year to find a solution to my stuttering but no results