I got the same thing it never goes away, trying to talk to girls sucks. I have to like navigate around it and say shit that makes no sense to avoid trigger words but i still manage. Ugh shit is the worst man. I have major anxiety and its worse the more anxious i am, if i start getting a little fucked up it starts going away the more ppl i talk to. But the first few ppl i start talking to its bad i like can barely speak sometimes