It’s like reading my own life specially the part about love, i confessed to someone about 4 years ago and we actually dated but after a year or so she told me that i just wasn’t the guy she wanted a future with and i get that i have no personality it never developed and probably never will, stutter makes me an outcast and i hate that i wish i was just normal. I wish you the best of luck man may you and all of us find people that accept us for who we are.