Pardon me for perhaps being blunt, but "cringe" doesn't have to have anything to do with a stutter at all. When you experience these situations, do you manage to communicate? Do you get to say the things you want, or does something else happen? And what's this anger thing you mention? Could you go into more detail about this? What happens when you stutter? Or perhaps rather, how do you stutter? How old are you, exactly? - *Also, whenever anyone references suicide, I feel obligated to mention /r/SuicideWatch. You're not alone.*