I understand the rage, but I wouldn’t turn it on other people who stutter. We all had our times of intense suffering, intense rage, and intense loneliness. If you think you’re the only one feeling this way, you’re so very, very wrong. That will keep you stuck in wherever dark place you are right now. And nobody is gatekeeping secret cures. Truth be told, acceptance and relationships are your best bets anyway, because life is fucking hard that you stutter or not. A therapist (and unfortunately you need to find a decent one) is not so much helpful for the tips and techniques, but also as a real, in-the-world witness of your pain but also inner resources. The good thing is, a great friend will do the same. There’s no substitute for real relationships, I’m sorry. The other side is anger and narcissistic constant blaming others—and why would you want to live in that?