Anyone else feel suicidal with is given from you stutter
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Anyone else feel suicidal with is given from you stutter She is the most amazing girl you could ever meet so great I couldn't list them all without crying.Bc she is as I said in love with my best friend who is a douchebag, dick head, and just treats her like a slut.I've asked if she loved me only to get the letdown bc I think I'm too ugly for her but she wouldn't think that she's to kind and understanding.Ive danced talked played with her only to get rejected.Ive practiced the things I say to her over and over but my bf just comes to lift her off her feet.Im an ugly man who's retarded and has a stutter (which doesn't help with the pain of her rejection) and I've been called freak pimple face and ogre.I can't take it anymore if she doesn't love me the only option is death which will be the one tomorrow my birthday and I m thinking of offing myself if things dont get better.I love her so much I can't stop thinking about her. does anyone else feel this way