Hi worpy that's what I don't know as my up bringing wasn't the best I can't remember alot of it so not sure if it is more than when I do these memories. It's a mixture of all of them and I get stressed even more cause I try my hardest and don't know why it's happening and then I worry which makes it worse and spirals bad. When I first noticed was about 26 years ago when I was asked questions by my friends why they never seen my parents ever. Then it happened again at doctors at 16 when they asked personal questions, I then was all over the place being homeless and didn't try to open up to anyone again cause I thought I was broken I stayed quiet till I met my partner and recently my OT worker