I agree with this. Don't underestimate how powerful the brain is. Obviously stuttering is something that causes a lot of struggle, but saying that you won't ever get a job or find a girlfriend really isn't helping yourself out. I'm sure all stutterers can relate to having periods of really negative feelings and "downtime". Stuttering is a pain in the ass and incredibly frustrating but even thinking about the notion of taking your own life is not even remotely close to the answer. Try to talk to somebody close to you, anybody, write to them by text message or write on a piece of paper if needed. Just don't worry man, you just gotta power through it all. Even though that's quite honestly the hardest thing for me to do personally with my stutter, it's all that us stutterers can kind of strive for. But let me just say I literally know exactly how you feel and man, it freaking blows.