I can't help but notice that you are a very capable person, intelligent, and have a lot of potential. Look what you've been able to accomplish despite your struggles with speaking. You are close to graduating; that's huge. As for finding work, now is a good time to capitalize on opportunities that allow you to work online. All of this also makes me wonder how do the deaf and blind do it? And would learning sign language help you communicate, alleviate the pressure, and find a community to connect with? Please know that you are not alone. I hope more people like you choose to pave the way, spread hope, and  show others that having a stutter does not define you.  Sometimes our struggles are a blessing. Maybe you can help others who are also struggling. Please don't give up. The community needs you.