Same. I was made fun of and beaten up when I tried to defend myself. It taught me that 95% of people don't care at all & are evil by nature. I still had people I hung out with but in the end they where snakes too. Im 31 & only have 1 friend that stuck around from my youth. We had some problems too but he's a good dude at heart. So there are ppl that are good out there. I feel like some older ppl are less judgemental because life has humbled them since youth. So I think with age it might get better.