This video is the kind I wish I did in the beginning. It's short and to the point and touches on what I was trying to explain in the others by going over how I stutter now and what lead to it! The others are pretty long winded and I think just too long for people to waste their time with which is fully understandable! I think that is why I'm not really getting any feedback with those so this one is short and sweet and can really ignore the other ones, you don't really need them for this one as I explain what I wanted to get across on how I've changed. Though this wasn't in the video, a fun way to explain my current stutter is...if there are any Among Us fans here...when I hit the stutter block I become Pokimane, cool, collected, poised, and take it easy as I say the word a few times over without forcing it. Then when I feel the block release and I can say what i wanna say I become Valkyrae! Just take off out of the gate running and aaaahhh@#%@# say what ever at what ever speed! After the ordeal I don't think about it, I am like Sykunno, just don't let anything get to me, don't bring the tightness back by re-imaging how I should have handled the situation, I just let it be in the past and move on without giving it the time of day and when it tries to come up in my head imagine Corpse in the most stern voice saying "NO, YOU SHALL NOT PASS!" So yeah, hehe, I hope the video can help anyone and I'd like to make one thing clear. I do not monetize my video's and I would never ever ask anyone for money for like a session with me or some kinda bullsh\*t, I cannot monetize right now as far as i know although I am in the process of getting a new computer for gaming and potential gaming content, I am not out to swindel anybody and if anyone tries to pass off as me and asks you for money of course just say no, I would never ever do such a thing or agree to it if anyone offered. It would mean the world to me if I could help someone and give back to the community and that is priceless to me. I could die happy knowing I helped one person with something I struggled with all my life. So if anyone wants me to elaborate on anything, even if someone would like to maybe have a chat with me on discord or through reddit chat or what ever, I'd never ask for anything in return and I would sincerely love to help, whether it's for you to try some things and experiment with me or just to have an open ended chat of any topic I'd be so glad to help in any way I can! I just wanted to set the record straight on what I'm about because I know video's of someone who is fluent randomly coming in here sharing it with the stuttering community is highly suspect and I wouldn't blame anyone at all for being suspicious. please if you have any questions, ask away! i wish I did this kind of thing a long time ago but throughout the years I just focused so hard on not thinking about my stutter to continue the state of mind I am in that I had forgotten how selfish that was of me. I was just scared and nervous and afraid no one would believe me anyway but that's no excuse and these video's are nice because you can just take them for what they are and take away what ever helps or what ever you want from them. All the best and Happy Holidays!