I feel the same way man, it's like a light switch, suddenly I remember O stutter and what letters are hard to say (for me ot's vowels and b's and d's are the worst), but I feel it limits me as well, but I also attribute my difference in thinking to my stuttering also, like a gift and a curse, I have these great, expansive thoughts that I only say a pinch of and everyone misinterprets and doesn't understand and further exposition is like you said, a road block, a giant fucking wall separating me from my next breath. It definitely limits me, but you gotta learn to embrace or ignore, I ignore. That's cool you're a web developer though! How'd you land that gig?