I know how you feel man im dog shit at saying B and sadly enough my first and last name have a b in them. i went in to get a pizza my grandma ordered(didn't know if they used my grandpas id my grandmas name or number ) it always feels like im being put on the spot when ordering its like i forget everything and everything around me gets blurry because im trying so hard to focus on what i want to say even tho i stuttered like hell during it lol it sucks but that's life man you can have bad times with stuttering but also good times with stuttering. Have you even tried just joking with your stutter by yourself i used to do it when i was younger and it gave me a bit of confidence in the fact even if i stutter im still ganna get the words out.Also, jave you ever messed with someone that gets annoyed by a stutter its absolutely hilarious mostly for us tho were legit like that one ad that keeps freezing over and over so you cant skip it anyways stay strong man and btw I've always found it so cool how theirs actually people who stutter around the country like New York has someone who stutters mind blowinggg +Rep for New York because you live there man