Whenever i feel that i am at a level in my life that i can manage my stammer  , then i consciously to test myself put myself in a situation where i have to speak to an unknown person maybe say a bus driver about the route that i already know but want to know anyways, then the embarassment i feel to not be able to utter a single word... Because we stutterers speak only when it is absolutely necessary for us to speak , so i don't like saying this but sometimes when i keet new person i feel ashamed of my stammering 🥲, but you have one life you gotta make good from whatever you have, so i am earning goos money from my research  job in the top company of my area. Amd i am doing pretty good from my colleagues in my research work😅