When I am in soliloquy mode I am able to speak the words I otherwise get stuck on. Idk why I stutter when I am talking with someone else be it my mother, my sister, my closest family, so it's not like I get nervous or anything, but I think there is sth which goes off in my brain when I am with someone thats why my brain just loses its shit and go about stuttering in front of others. It's deeply saddening and frustrating.