Thanks for backing me up! Actually, when I said unhealthy, I meant the risk of STDs and negative attitude of people towards paying for sex. At this point, I don’t care about the latter at all (for the former, I got two shots of HPV vaccine and will surely use protection!). I mean I can’t wait to find “the right person” for this until God knows when. I don’t exercise tbh. My lack of self confidence is mainly due to my poor social skills (like small talk) rather than appearance.