I think think a have a true or very big social anxiety, but I think think I'm afraid of conversation gaps, not knowing what I should or do, or just being cringe in public And oddly enough, I've never had anxiety about stuttering (or rather, I don't stop myself from speaking specifically because of that; my problem is simply that I often have nothing to say), even when my stuttering was much worse than it is today. Perhaps because I've been lucky enough to have experienced almost no mockery or comments about my stutter in my life I guess